Carmz

my thoughts, my dreams, my life

Another hurdle to jump.. Mayo 18, 2008

Filed under: filipino,life,pinoy,ramblings — carmzy @ 1:27 umaga

Hello once again. I can’t believe it’s been 5 months since I last wrote. I’ve been busy getting settled in this town of ours. It hasn’t been an easy transition. And now, another hurdle to jump.

It seems like I’ve been jumping hurdles all my life. Siguro some of you feel this way also. Just when you think you’re doing the right things (finally), everything falls apart. Para bang minsan walang tigil ang problema sa buhay.

I ask myself sometimes, pinaparusahan ba ko? Ganun ba karaming kasalanan ang nagawa ko na walang tigil kong pinagbabayaran? I know, medyo melodramatic hehe. Pero I can’t help but think this way sometimes. Paano ba naman, katatapos lang ng isang problema..ayan may naghihintay na naman.

Pero ganun nga ata ang buhay, full of trials/hurdles that we have to overcome to get to the finish line. It’s His way of building our character. Kaya when i’m doing this self-pity skit, I just remind myself..’huyyy you are much better off than half of the people in this world’.

I begin to count my blessings, each and every one of them. After all, He will not put me through these if I will not prevail. He knows me best. Nangyayari ang mga ‘to para maging mas matatag ako, gaano man kasakit o kahirap minsan and pinagdaraanan ko.

Kaya ko ‘to!

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